I have been pretty miserable for the last year or two, having asked the Universe to move me to a new pharmacy. It did not oblige right away and I pushed and pushed and I finally got my way, but it has come with a cost. I feel like I have been trapped in the same spot, unable to move spiritually. It seems like for the last few months I have been seeing some things happen that I have asked the Universe for. I have been wanting to go back to my old pharmacy, having learned the error of my manifesting. If I had stayed put, Toxic Boss would have left shortly after and things would have been totally different for me over there. I have missed my friends over there who had become like a family to me. We still talk but it hasn’t been the same. When I was there, my psychic was literally blossoming and it has almost fizzled out now. I definitely still had some moments here and there but I think I went against the big plan or something. It wasn’t meant for me to go to the new pharmacy and maybe until I righted the wrong, I would stay in this place.
So anyway, more about my manifesting. I keep having bosses who make my life miserable and this doesn’t change no matter what I do. I try and try to see these people in a good light but I have a very hard time doing so. As much as I might preach to someone to love everyone – I am not loving these people. My guides are showing me these particular individuals with their right hand up towards me, like as if staying “stop”. I can’t seem to penetrate past this. They seem bent on one path with me and that is to get rid of me. No matter how good I am or how hard I work or how much of an asset I know I am, they don’t see it that way. I long to go back to the old pharmacy, which is where I’m afraid the old Shelley still is. The manager there now is a good friend and a kindred spirit and my guides are showing me her smiling face, waving as I come back in there to work. Which is totally happening, by the way. The path is opening now for me to go back. Someone has to take some leave and they had a part timer leave to go back to school and they asked if I could come back. It all seemed to just fall into place perfectly. I take some vacation around Labor Day and after that I go back home! I can’t wait! I can feel all kinds of things happening now inside of myself. It is awesome.
Another manifestation, not as earth shattering for me but an affirmation all the same. I work in a pharmacy inside a grocery store, so we have those Mart Cart things for disabled persons to use when they shop. These things are such the headache for us because the batteries are old and the carts are always going dead. When the battery is low and someone gets off the cart, say to go to the bathroom which is right next to the pharmacy, the cart will beep very loudly until someone sits on the seat again. We have to hear this all the time and I even hear it in my dreams sometimes. So the other day was a particularly long episode of cart beeping and I was just SICK OF IT! I remember closing my eyes and thinking, “Why in the world doesn’t somebody get these batteries replaced? I am so tired of hearing these things beeping all the time!” That was probably last Friday. Today when I was waiting at the service desk to pay for some items, a man walks up to me and said he was there to fix the Mart Carts. He seems to think I am the Mart Cart person, but I am not. I told him that I was just asking the Universe for him to come fix those things and that I was surprised at how fast this had occurred. He had to replace every single one of the batteries and he hunted me down when he was done and told me what all had been done. This guy surely has replaced several batteries in several stores and knows that the chick in the pharmacy is not the onw you should be telling this stuff to, but he seemed to think I was the one. It was like he was there per my request; a request I had only thought in my head.
So that’s totally cool and I am ready to start manifesting some more. I don’t mean the stacks and stacks of money and the expensive cars that seem to keep getting posted on my Law of Attraction Facebook groups. It’s definitely all about the Benjamins on there, but I have some more metaphysical things in mind. Let’s hope the Mart Cart guy felt the need to head over to the other pharmacy since I will be over there soon. If I remember correctly those were some bad carts too.